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when a thousand questions also did not find the answer, I pause and ponder ...
when all the questions no one answered, I was stunned as I looked at the questions pour in the white piece of paper ....
to what I have in this world?
to what I was created in this world?
for what is love in my heart when nobody I can ask for different?
for what??
It just makes me helpless, felt no means, feel left out of this world ....